all I can tell you now is that if I didn't say those "bad" things I would get to go to the spa instead. actually, that's not a bad idea after having like all these rich and famous people critiquing me as I suffer from a rapidly deteriorating spine. it's an issue – deadly even. I should have been getting treated for it but it takes months to get a quick appointment with a doctor in a place filled with illegal immigrants, who seem to have been benefitting from the state.

it seems that the people who literally get elected to the government or are just unelected bureaucrats just kill people who threaten to expose them.

I feel lucky for surviving so long. idk who played a hand in that (though I do suspect in both good and bad ways) but thank you ❤️