Don't give up! I know exactly what you feel, but I'also sure that you're doing the right thing..
Those six people may seem like a small number to you, but if you had touched the strings of just one of them, you would have achieved a great goal and time will prove it to you.. even the first chypherpunks were just a few guys.. look now 💪
I listened to one of your episodes, your content is great... keep it up!