If you've been trying to articulate yourself, you're probably doing it poorly, and you've definitely been ignoring everything I've articulated. I have discussed these things with you and highlighted that you are the one with specific standards and goals that you call "ideal" that I never agreed to, that you also never described in sufficient detail to make Amy of your counters to my arguments make Amy relevant sense, and you kept insisting that we must share your same concept of what's better when it is not clear that we do. In this discussion I offered you a mirror of your own energy. Whatever you don't like about my engagement with you here is probably just what you don't like about yourself. I'm sorry if I was too harsh, but you were incoherent at least, and dishonest at worst. Looked like a mix of both to me. I was perfectly willing to go the length to discuss it fully with you despite this, but you have made discussion impossible by reading your own bias into things or otherwise misinterpreting what I have said to suit where you wanted to go in the discussion.