Have you read Mein Kampf? I would highly recommend you read the complete unexpurgated edition. James Murphy translation. Then read Martin Luthers work On the Jews and their Lies. Then read Henry Fords series of publications, The international Jew, the worlds foremost problem. Then read Josepus, Antiquities of the Jews. Then read Maccabees 1 and 2.

After you have confronted a world which seems foreign and strange, reread Nehemiah, Ezra, Malachi followed by the entire new Testament.

The Bible will jump from the pages in a light you were blind to in the past. Lot's of work many years of research.

Few have the balls.