I feel you. Self identified at 53 last year. It’s a ride for sure. It takes time to metabolize all that backlog of denial and trauma and gaslighting and abuse and burnout. I *might* have hit bottom and be on my way up, uncertain. You’re not alone.
Hi. I haven't been on social media for the past year or so. (Mental health: very not good.)
But yesterday I had the final part of my autism assessment, and the official verdict is that I am #ActuallyAutistic.
It's a relief, but it feels a bit weird. I guess 50+ years of bafflement and self-loathing don't just go away overnight. But I made a bargain with the universe that I'd try to give living as my real self a go if the diagnosis was autism.
Just need to find out who/what my 'real self' is.
#LateDiagnosis #Autism #ASD
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