It sounds like you need to get more zaps
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Nope, I send 3-4x more zaps than I recieve as a rule. If it ever gets close, I send more. I actually give value instead of assume people should give me (lots of) money for words I post.
I provide real value in the real world, like yourself. I bet you would feel like a fraud if you ever started recieving more zaps for words than your wine. I know I would.
I wouldn't because I know my memes and positive mindset provide value to people in ways that my wine never could.
If I had a motivational post that changed someones life and I got zaps for it that would be much more meaningful than selling wine