The only thing that bothers me is I have been preaching censorship resistance to everyone, online and in real life.

Now I feel like a dumb ass. I see you have controversial and offensive content that you are posting unironically. It is possible that you were blocked for this reason because I had to manually block Ethereum finance adverts that have been spamming me and other users for days.

If I discover that nostr clients are arbitrarily and on a whim silencing people my PTSD is going to kick in and I will become the most toxic piece of shit the devs have ever seen.

I will mock them and their clients so incessantly with the intent to have them all block me to the point where nostr becomes unusable for me, then I will go back to legacy social media out of spite just to scoff at nostr dev's for their inability to stomach absolute freedom in all it's forms. I recently onboarded my dad to nostr and am mocking legacy SM in my telegram and discord groups, I feel stupid and betrayed.

I am here for freedom and freedom undeniably.

Not zaps, group affirmation or back patting.