"Gee, why are you such a nihilist these days"?

I dunno, I'm a single dad, with no job, no family nearby, almost no IRL friends, no money, the world is burning, lefties are cheering on shitting on the poor, and we're still "debating" shit that's settled: we changed the climate dramatically, trans women are women, and fascism is bad.

Other than that, no reason to be nihilistic about things