I am feeling unable to step back into my full potential for so long now, and, I cannot expect change when I am only analyzing the situations over and over again. There is so much to give, a lot of action to be made. I am full of wonders and I can be so brave. According to the feeling in my gut, I need to shut my mind, - shut it down with every doubt that appears, close my eyes and just go. Going to places that wait for me to be explored. Finding chances that only appear once. Fighting the anxious feeling that is deeply rooted with courage, courage that burns inside of me, just still a little small. Exploring new places in this world that I can fill with my wonderful energy, and with the powerful feeling of love I am carrying. Dear self, we are so ready. Dear mind, stfu we will find out.