Oh, okay. You mean some kind of karma. A long time ago I wanted something like that, but after a while I understood that this desire only made me be someone I am not, that it degraded me. I decided to thank for the painful experience and wish improvement for this person. It wasn't easy, but it allowed me to focus on the positive, turn the page, and move on with my life without resentment. Hope it helps you. 💜🫂