Can’t one put out a solo project every once in a while? The unconscious can hide unseen intentions unknown even to the individual. There’s a painting of a running boy, somewhere, but a hand, cutoff by artist, grasping his leg. Just a hand, about fist to elbow length. Is it a human thing to consciously let everything be sabotaged, even, and especially unconsciously? Does it lengthen the span, or something? The cycle has to be broken every once in a while. Otherwise, it’s a rehash.