This is just a post about how my day is going so far: TLDR having to take amphetamines to function is embarrassing.

Anyways being back on meds is kind of strange because I still have the adhd symptoms. The meds just help me I feel motivated/stop ADHD freeze enough to do what I need.

Yesterday I was going to start doing my hair but decided to condition it first to help protect my hair from damage. I put a a shower cap on my head and let the conditioner do its magic while I started working on some art (I was feeling inspired). Well, the med DID their job (it's my fault I took my Adderall too late in the evening), so I locked in on this art project way past my bedtime (4:50 AM).

I didn't realize it was so late so I decided to go to bed (fuck it overnight conditioning), but I woke up only a few hours later freaking out. I was thinking I left chemical processor that can eat your hair on my head all night. So I ran to the shower to see if I was doomed, just to realize it was conditioner. When looked at one of my clocks it was like 8ish and kinda cloudy so I was frustrated with myself thinking I had slept the whole day away. And it wasn't even noon yet.

So I put a dresser together while I waited for my hair to dry so I can actually do what I intended to do yesterday.

Don't get me wrong, I feel a lot better than I did before but man is ADHD a fucking pain in the ass.

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