Figure out *WHAT* motivates you in life and WHY you get up in the morning, what the point of your life is, who you are surrounded by, who you are friends with and who you love.

Most people will be a disappointment if you have an incredibly high standard in life values, honesty, integrity, kindness & niceness in treating a fellow human being, and just being a good person who help others *without* any sort of agenda nor self gain.

i am feeling disgusted by so many shallow people in the world, especially in this country.

But glad to hear from the new lovely local girl friend made during trip, and we have conversed about substantial life stuff from the first initial hanging out (also with her 💻Smart Geek boyfriend with us), so it’s a genuine friendship.

The overwhelming feeling that i am feeling since last night is disgust for humanity tho — the pursuit of money, men’s desire for beautiful girls who are much younger than them, pretty girls using their looks to chase after wealthy men & fame, all the shallowness, moral depravity, so many compromises made in pursuit of wealth and so much surface superficial, shallow things that people are driven by — ICK!

Time to retreat *away* from people!

This country is *NOT* a good fit for me and i cannot wait to leave it!

i will be going to a place where i like the people better, their life values and their way of doing things are much more compatible for me!

And people are polite, well-mannered, MUCH LESS SHALLOW & STUPID people!!

A place i can be at peace 🕊️ because it’s definitely *NOT* in this country!