Just restarted it and now that transaction isn’t showing anywhere. Will it just be thrown out now and not broadcast since it technically never was? Or is it still trying to broadcast somewhere in the background?
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Probably it was dropped, for you to check you would need the transaction id.. start again..
No it will never broadcast. Just forget this one and do everything again.
I couldn't explain you why and what's really happening tho. It just happened multiple times to me.