i really hate how the media has turned so many girls into queers. on one walk back from my shopping yesterday i saw 2 out of 3 couples were lesbians, one in their 50s, the other in their 20s. yecch.

i've basically given up on the idea of ever finding a woman and having a family. i'm not against it, just that it's gonna be a lot of energy spent for minimal result and i'm not the most bold in these situations.

i say better to just focus on finding a way to shin and she'll find her way to you, if any. otherwise, that's fate i guess.