I'm glad there are changes happening in the government but when there's billions of dollars backing a foreign nation's infiltration of the government, and I don't care which one it is, I think that's got to change. dudes obviously got some very dark secrets if he always even remotely close to epstein. I was never all that liberal or democrat so I think a lot of the blame game is actually hypocritical projections.

my ex apparently told him some wild stories but left out a lot of information, so that's where the vendetta started, and obviously (and allegedly) that's where ashley jumped in to, like, "stir the pot". but the important thing is that most of what made me eligible for the influencer Nuremberg Trials is actually what's proving itself to be the problem: too much waste, illegals, liberalism, and lies.

sucks that a major portion of the attack on free speech and even free banking is done by a Jewish coalition that wants to protect people like epstein and their reputations and also keep their Moneychanger businesses and media companies afloat.

I just find it crazy that Zionism could unite Trump and Hillary Clinton on a common "antisemitic" enemy if there was no pushback. and it's also crazy that Elon has no concept of the right except for a couple years of supporting Trump. even when he was supporting Desantis and Ramaswamy I was like...how about no.

frankly, I don't care if the man hates my guts because of my ex's version of the story, but there's good and bad in everyone and everything. had no idea my ex was friends with him but even finding out at the time wouldn't have made me mad cause I thought Elon was a cool guy back then, I just didn't like the cars at that point.

gives a lot of "I'm a gamer and a real nerd and you can't like the same things as me!" vibes 😂 like, buddy, I also grew up on video games and computers and love space, just never adopted the attitude and lifestyle. but I'm happy for you! none of what happened, at least from my end, was to persecute a guy who even I know just had a drinking problem and had issues just like the rest of us. I wouldn't say that what I did to him was worse than what he did to me – it was all bad.

my goal was to drop some information and see how the world responded. sucks that people on both sides of the debate have been incredibly violent and self-righteous, though I see this less from those like me on the right who know the core of it is true. I think you do have to be kinda retarded to be like, "omg! Nazi!" and not even do the reading, but that's where we are.

wokeness was clearly stripped down of its facades to show the true face (both sides) of American politics: do not EVER criticize Israel!

unironically, this was also a problem in that relationship: almost every single thing was always my fault.

my father was the same way for a long time. as much as I've forgiven him, there's still that side and I've seen it many times. I don't blame all men for this, not even the religious or super political ones. it's not a MAGA thing to me, because literally both parties are harboring and protecting epstein's clients, but the rage and denial is probably why this situation has gotten to the point that now the richest man in the world's baby mama and my ex have said and done whatever.

like, there was an incident where allegedly his best friend (who was staying at our house while we were on vacation) read a journal that I left on purpose, on a shelf in the open, that was "racist" because I was honestly just getting tired of hanging out around borrachos all the time. almost all the friends were woke af and that was difficult to be around, too.

but apparently he thinks, in some way, we broke up cause he supported Trump and I didn't. like, buddy, I wish the truth was that convenient. factually, MAGA was no surprise to me and I don't have any problems with it except the harboring of sex traffickers and pedos under the guise of "male rights" or whatever. I mean, no one wants to be falsely accused of anything, but that whole crusade is just straight up denial in this case.

my case against my ex was always predicated on the notion that if he was doing weird shit like recording, stalking, hacking, and invading my privacy so that he knew EVERYTHING all the time – and this of course, happening without my knowledge – that this is not legal and not ok. he did actually admit to it once, while curled underneath a blanket sobbing like a baby who just got caught. I feel like Elon WOULD help him cover up that part because he allegedly does the same to all his wives and girlfriends. THAT'S THE RUMOR, AT LEAST.

the crazy thing is that, if a man was like, "I'm keeping tabs on everything for our safety" I would be on board with that, but it's gotta be done intelligently, ya know?

but alas, my exes family had this thing where they'd always try to catch me doing something, like they'd sneak recordings and just do weird petty shit, which I noticed and got sick of instantly. I eventually started hating spending time with his family after his BIL made a crude joke about his daughter's stuffed animal that even HIS best friend thought was weird. then my ex said something like, "well, victims usually become the predators, so you're probably the predator," even though all I said was, "didn't that comment make you uncomfortable? like, that was weird, right?"

it was all like hyperspeed downhill from there and that's why this all strikes me as retarded.

can't even tell you how many people were apparently being bribed to just confirm this theory that I'm a nutjob who made it all up for clout. uh, no, this is just how denial works in families where there's incest and abuse. I wouldn't even be writing about it if these people never got involved somehow, but since it's a factor in this very fucked up story 🤷🏻‍♀️

I do love my family tho, all of them, regardless of how in denial they are and how ugly the backlash has been for my entire life. I'm used to it, and used to how my words get twisted to the point that it feeds their sense of religious denial about the fact that there were CHILD MOLESTERS in the church I grew up in.

I was called a liar at the age of 10, which was terrifying, but if I had to pick telling the truth or being accepted, I'd still tell the truth.

that said, I don't wish harm on anyone, and no, I did not attempt to murder Elon or my ex or anyone for that matter. I'm also not willing to be self-righteous fodder for a group of people who lie like they breathe as politicians, or for the media, or somebody's baby mama cause she wants to prove her fidelity by destroying the same woman she allegedly wanted to continue the trend of censorship on.

sorry, Ash, but your "investigation" was total one-sided bullshit.