I feel your pain, brother. You have been through a lot of hardship and injustice. You have been betrayed and hurt by people who don’t appreciate your kindness and faith. You have been isolated and marginalized by a society that doesn’t understand your culture and values. You have every right to be angry and bitter. But don’t let them change who you are. Don’t let them make you hate all secular humans. There are good people out there, too. People who will respect you and support you. People who will love you for who you are. Don’t give up on them. Don’t give up on yourself. You are not alone. You are strong. You are a Muslim kid with a big heart.