I think one of the saddest realizations that you come to is that there are groups of other individuals out there who are also just as human and as ordinary as you, view you as some enemy to be downtrodden and destroyed. There is no amount of logic and reason that can be discussed to persuade these individuals of the FBI/CIA etc to get them to come to their senses ,they view you as a barrier they view you as someone destroying the world you are the villain and they are the hero in the story. They are fighting for the good in the world and you represent everything that is evil. I've yet to come to any type of proposition or solution to the above problem.