I realized that although songs may nag at me and deep in my bones I know it's time... on the overall bigger scale... for once... I have no Idea what's going on or going to happen... it's.... boring... but... better than the alternative.

It's been a while since I've felt this in the dark. Idk if I want to go back to the light. I'm trying that whole ignorance is bliss thing. I haven't forgotten what I already knew.. I haven't lost sight that potential has shifted but not diminished. I haven't looked back at some things that were sure to be an issue and may or may not have already happened.

But I feel like this is as close to "I really don't know shit" that I'm going to get.