everyones tired of reading sad shit, i say these thing not just for advice but maybe help others understand or relate:

we all have to sell ourselves in some capacity but i cannot right now within the general public.

i'm being treated like it's my fault for not being 'undepressed' to get in a car i don't own with a licence i don't have to a job that's going to scrutinize me as we've all been

i don't know why i want these people (my "mother and her sister) to love me. i'm afraid my belongings are still a manipulation tactic as well as my animals.

im wondering what i've done so badly not deserve a home.