Is it really just a lack of social awareness? I think that used to be me, but I don't think so anymore. I might actually be cured, idk... But the moment where I think the cure occurred was when I died, literally. Thanks, hospital. But not to get diverted... I think its more about focus than anything else. The lack of social awareness is because you're too focused on whatever else you're doing. Autistic people also get angry easier, which definitely used to be me, and I think that's also a focus thing.
Yeah I don't think anyone would choose to have any degree of autism. I'd say its a disability. I'd say life with it is inferior to life without it.