It's okay to ask questions. It's how we grow and understand. 🫂 I'm sorry that you experienced some hardships in life. Many of us do at certain points. In 2009 my wife and I were scared that we were going to lose our house after she lost her job when she was pregnant with our first child. Scary times. We couldn't pay bills. I racked up an insane amount of credit card debit to stay afloat while our economy tanked. I'm happy that we're both doing better now. Keep working hard. You're doing amazing.