the crazy thing is that I'm not angry at myself or the world. I'm just like...why are these people so stupid? I don't get it. it's not that hard to not be stupid.

I have been thinking this since I was literally like six years old and that's probably why I would, like, hallucinate about going to outer space where there might be actually intelligent life forms.

perhaps I have always just been insane but I would often pray to get abducted by aliens.