it is one thing
to by logic have math that tracks
it is another to watch it like a movie
like eyes stolen forced to watch
it is another to feel it embodied
emotionally
Discussion
i cannot even begin to say
what it is to emotionally embody what is not your own life in the present
like was i supposed to go to grief counseling for parents who lost children as someone who has never even been a mom?
no. insanely disrespectful to do that.
but i was in agony for years.
& if i tried to get help?
with that story?
what would have happened to me.
medication certainly at bare minimum