I just made a trumpet / synth / noise? mashup. Objectively, it's OK. I'm happy with it. I had this idea in the morning and just couldn't stop until I got it out of my head.

Emotionally though, I was balling. I think I have some past trauma I'm working through. I could hardly re listen to it.

I never really had this experience before. I feel exhausted and drained but relieved.

I'm not quite sure what to think of this.