๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐ค๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ'๐ฌ ๐๐๐ก๐จ ๐๐ก๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ซ ๐จ๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ข๐๐๐ฌ!
โIt is said the Englishmanโs home is his castle. And everybody needs a castle, a place where you can get away from it all and just be yourself. But even then, when youโre away from it all and youโre just being in yourself, youโve unfortunately got a lot of thoughts inside your head that arenโt yours. Because you think in the English language, and that was given to you by other people and contains their prejudices; that you canโt avoid them in thinking. Japanese people will say that when they think in Japanese they can have certain feelings that are characteristically Japanese, but when they start thinking in English they canโt have those feelings. And so you are very, very much, really, in the sphere of public influence when you start to think.
And if you listen carefully to your thoughtsโinsofar as they are uttered in words, and they very often areโtry and discover the tone of voice in which certain of your thoughts are being said, and you will listen and hear your mother, or you will hear an aunt, or you will hear a school teacher, or will hear certain friends expressing their opinions and telling you who you are and how you ought to behave. And you think those are your thoughts and theyโre nothing of the kind. An inner pandemonium under the dome of the skull is going on all the time. Myriads of voices, myriads of influences from outside working upon you even when you are physically quite alone.โ
โ Alan Watts, 'COSMIC NETWORK', at 01:53:51 