Nevermind, I’m deleting TikTok and I’m moving to only nostr. I think some folks have seen a spiritual sickness from me for the past couple of months and it’s mostly rooted in how I spend my time online.

Success on the internet used to be working with people to achieve things. Now it’s going viral to make commercials.

TikTok has been a platform where I’ve received enormous amounts of abuse for selling education with the intention to create scholarships. I’ve created about $10,000 in scholarships mostly to be ignored by a collective 100,000+ following that seems to only be moved by the most traumatic social justice pornography they can find online.

The attention economy is dead in favor of the reaction economy, and that has made my soul spiritually sick.

I don’t expect much financial support on nostr to be totally frank, and that’s fine. I’ve seen enough here - people care about the well-being of the internet and that’s the kind of place I fundamentally want to be in with or without reward.