Just stop taking those men made pills. You should just microdos mushrooms.
I gotta agree with nostr:npub1fjqqy4a93z5zsjwsfxqhc2764kvykfdyttvldkkkdera8dr78vhsmmleku , I use to shoot meth (5years sober now) and NEVER got sleepy like I do with amphetamine salts/adderall.
I usually take the adderall, take a nap, and then I wake up able to do anything and everything.
Even when I’ve drank an energy drink like monster or red Bull I get sleepy soon after.
The dopamine in my brain craves the overstimulation because of my nervous system is use to trauma.
If I only take a Xanax, I’m able to stay awake my anxiety is just dramatically reduced but I’m not productive in the ways I need to be.
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nothing man-made about the coffee and wine that is my staples these days
i scored getting not just my early life with hellish ADD (inattentive type) then i hit my late 40s and i've also got type 2 diabetes, and now that has come to light it makes it obvious to me now that actually the biggest poisons that probably contributed to me acting up more than anything was potato chips and fucking HFCS
so i'd take it as a warning... part of the reason why wine and coffee are now my thing is neither make my diabetes worse, in fact i think all those red color things in the wine help reverse it, and i've cut out all forms of starch and sugar, sometimes i have a little bread with my cheezburger
my suggestion is explore low carb diet
also, i am a lot more productive when i have amphetamine... but meth makes me too obsessive
the shrooms would probably help with that tendency... but i'm slacking, got all the gear to do it but no nerves to get the pressure cooker and brown rice and vermiculite and all that jazz to actually use the stuff i got lol