Well… i took a week off. I had some reflection to do, and still plenty more to go. I’m not happy with the person I’ve let myself become. This hasn’t happened overnight. It’s been years of me building up anger hate and aggression towards people that might not sound well but mean well.

I’ve made many mistakes and live with the regrets daily. It’s part of being a human. But damn does it suck.

I’ve let the anger root itself so deep in my soul it comes out in my attitude. Towards family, towards coworkers, and random people I don’t know beside through bits and bytes.

Anyway I am sorry to the people who had to go down hill with me **until ya mute 🤫🤣** but darned if I’m not gonna work on it.

I hate sitting on an island surrounded by burnt bridges.

Love y’all 💜🫂

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Nicely put. Realization and seeing your self from a distance is half the battle. That island…the burning bridges. With practice those naaratives will pass, as you focus on each moment, as an opportunity, whatever that means to you. Trust me on all this, because i’m a stranger on the internet. ;)

At least you're at the point of realization. Now you can start putting in the work.

Hell yea. Because actions speak louder than words! 💜🔥

I am going to start working more OT, because that seems to help get most of my pent up feelings out. It's extremely physically demanding. And the fiat points to sats ratio is pretty good too 🤣⚡

Just don't work too much and get burnt out.