Gigi, Your vulnerable raw words and deep perspective & wisdom moved me. The way you described the parts of the brain dying when one takes their own life reminded me of the interplay of cymatics… how frequencies and thoughts shape not just matter, but our inner realities. I couldn’t help but think of Dr. Emoto’s study on the frequency of water, where dark thoughts led to disease and death in plants, while affirmations and positivity nurtured growth and vitality. It’s as if the constant thoughts of despair in a suicidal mind create a destructive resonance, spreading like a cancer and leaving no room for light to enter.

Your reflections also brought back a personal memory…my uncle took his own life several years ago, he shot himself in the head, and at the time, I couldn’t understand why. The ripple of his belief in despair consumed him, and it was hard to grasp how someone so loved could be lost to the darkness within. But your words remind me of the profound impact of beliefs and how they shape us; much like cymatics reveals how vibrations create patterns. A belief in despair can ripple outward, but so too can a faith in goodness, offering healing and renewal.

Your light is a beacon, a lighthouse for so many who are wandering aimlessly in the darkness. The knowledge you share restores hope, offering freedom and a way out for those who might otherwise feel trapped. You are truly a bright light, and your courage to write about these deep and challenging topics is nothing short of inspiring.

Please accept my deepest condolences for your loss and the pain you’ve shared. Your ability to transform that pain into wisdom and healing for others is extraordinary. Thank you for being a source of hope, strength, and insight in a world that so desperately needs it. 🤍🙏🫂