if you're not going to trust the actualisation of what you wish for, you will miss it. it will be in front of you and you'll have an illusion of what it should be distorting what's actually exactly your desire. there are a lot of those who believe they missed their opportunity and they're circling back - and there i sa great deal of fear associated with how they have potentially caused so much harm because they didn't trust. i know trust is not popular, and the attitude has always been in the chain concept you're supposed to find evidence. "science". i'm a balance of both because i trust intuition and honestly that's the only way to find the path which you're most at peace. trust and faith have a lot in common - and while there is real value in knowing something, all the evidence in the world won't convince someone not trusting what they see or learn. you'll walk right passed your destiny and never know it. i have met several bounty hunters over the years - even lived with them. and they are only focused on the proof, so much so they forget to believe their own bullshit and "evidence". people will walk away from peace because they say it's about their "dedication to" something but really, it's fear that they are actually deserving of everything. and so the best goes on and the world continues to do what it does and the racketeers get away with cruelty. because people won't say it: we get upset at people for being quiet and then when they say the truth that's upsetting too - because they're influential. they shouldn't say that. hence why "influence" is such a game: say it loudly but only what i want you to say. attached to built identity, this is possibly the most horrific crime of all: the hypocrisy of say what i want you to say. we should all be so grateful there are a few individuals willing to be honest about their perspectives- a known bias is a bias understood. we all have biases. pretending we do not is more damaging in the end. sometimes there's nothing to be done so we wait - and sometimes there are things to be done but we do not have the power to do them ourselves. and sometimes, life is just life and we noodle it too long and the love we crave slips away because it was wasted. and that's the most acute shame of all in a world where we believe we need to be cherished. to waste true attachment and affection.