🔮⬇️ tarot:

sometimes you do not recognize how broken something is until you allow in the reality of what it is. and sometimes you do not see survival as survival... because you are busy defending. the question you have to ask is why do we defend - and the answer should be loyalty. every time you defend, you should ask is this something broken or something dangerous. sometimes we defend against the unknown and assume it is dangerous - sometimes is is just barely dragging itself through the door for sanctuary.... and we whack it in the head because it is "invasive". it is difficult to pause when you feel threatened because most of the time it is actual danger. one of my favorite kids movies my kids watched over and over while growing up was because of winn dixie. same lesson in that movie. we find so many connections these days we reject them all because they are messy or difficult. sometimes we have to allow something to be messy in order to untangle the mess. most do not do that because they have so many obligations or expectations - bravery is about not whacking something immediately because you sense there is more to it. real friendship is messy. it is just if you can trust the mess. that is difficult when you are barely stitched together. sometimes trust is the easiest thing in the world - because you have no room for anything else and if it all falls apart... just par for the fuckin course. lmfao. there is also some serious evil energy siphoning on real genuine energy. do you throw away genuine because of the sucker fish? i don't. parasites are easily cleared when you are able to use the proper herbs. but you gotta know which ones and when to take them. it's clurb night. 🚬

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