Great to hear that psilocybin works for you. Maybe a larger dose 2-3 grams in a safe “ceremonial/natural” setting at some point. It could be that your amygdala needs a good hard reset that such a dose can deliver. My experience is the at they can be quite a powerful and emotional experience. But worth it, IMO.

For an even deeper dive, there is a growing community of 4-7 day Ayahuasca retreats that may be helpful. I’ve been to Rythmia in Costa Rica a handful of times and watched dozens of people receive what could only be described as “miraculous” results. It’s expensive, but worth it.

My 25 yr old son had a pretty hard core drug addiction that his time at Rythmia helped him to kick and receive a totally new lease on life. And now he works there part time!

Keep in touch 👍🙏🏻