I definitely wasn't malicious in our misunderstanding before, but I'm starting to see the utility in it. 😂

You're a tranny aren't you? You have overt male aggression, but a bitchy female way of speaking to people; repeating your insults constantly and pursuing weak attempts at the social power game (over the internet of all places where it is least effective 😂). Given that likely assumption, I have a better than coin-flip probability in assuming you attempted suicide and were deemed mentally incompetent.

You should probably not do that. Take it for what it's worth (probably dick considering I'm an internet stranger), but I'm sorry you got mindfucked. The world isn't nice, especially to people who need help.