a few months ago I went to a casino under an odd set of circumstances. Unsure how to explain it but led there by others in a way. The point is it was kind of a "hide and seek" type of game. One guy came up to me & said: "You're so mean." & I immediately replied that was true.

But in reality, I am not truly mean. I was at a casino playing a game others had set up without telling me the rules. It was self-preservation to "appear" as mean if that makes any sense. Beyond that I had listened to MANY make fun of my looks & angered by that. No pity seeking, only explaining.

Many lessons I learned during that time.