paradoxically secondarily

i did well today & im so proud of me

i didnt panic, i took my time, i ran the tests i wanted to on me for me

but i saw the damage everywhere too

i had to follow my feet back to my car

i gave myself one landmark

no streetname

that is insane behavior

that is so difficult

that was never me

can you picture the task?

park somewhere you've never parked

before & as blindfolded as you can manage make it to your destination

use your feet as eyes you can

you must only your eyefeet will get you back

inside the loudness of the city?

not the woods where feeling your way is all fine can reach out & correspond with everything

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my relatives built these skyscrapers with everyone else

like actually directly did

in me what became me

who had who

who had who

to have me

it is also my city

that was my very brave thought that allowed me to say yes today

therefore those buildings that my family physically built cant not be on my side

they were handmade

so how am i not safe there

also my city

me too

im allowed

im welcome of course im welcome

i have buildings that have my back

long story short

whether molehills are mountains

or mountains are molehills

i did everything i could safely within my limits & got out of there as soon as i was thru w/o pushing it which was exactly what i had aimed for

see how far you can get if its only to the bridge so be it

only to the intrepid so be it

park safely & hangout & leave? like dont even get out of your car just chill there? so be it

so many outs

had the reach but wasnt stressin it

did it

cool

glad