Really... It's a thing. I'm not 100% sure about some things... But they're things.
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It's really really a thing
And i feel slightly bad for using people's art I'm a way they didn't intend
But it is what it is
NGL this might be the straw that broke the camel's back
There is a lot of larpers out there that claim they're under the influence of Russia psyops and getting paid by FSB and blah blah blah
They're just playing the game
(Looks just like the one I invented)
NGL it gets annoying sometimes
I often find myself looking to the past knowing that I did things to myself
These annoyances that I deal with could have been avoided if past me was a different person
But past me wasn't different
I think about this every so often
And I never liked the idea of extra surveillance - but I didn't have much of a choice when it came down to it
People think I'm playing about my computer being a Honey pot
Lol
No, it was designed with ants in mind before it ever got to me
Supply chain
Ordering hardware online
I knew that going into it
Pretended like it wasn't ever going to be a factor until one drunk night I blurted it out to someone I knew was larping about surveillance
And I just laughed
Also knowing that since they're lying, they'll think I'm lying.
Good thing we both always thought the other was stupid
And yet... On the other hand - They let me get away with breaking the law in minor ways.
(C'mon skeeter - I ain't hurtin nobody)
I'm truly greatful... And disheartened that they aren't better at the same time. (I.E. tops)
Before I got into this mess (Many years ago) I thought - how would I get out of it...
Well that's the thing - I can't - I can only just go with the flow until I get so upset I start being the world's biggest Karen and don't stop until I get what I want....
Absolutely childish though...
Good thing I grew up a little.
** I'm sure a lot of it looks bad --- but the lines were blurred so long ago