Noice right

So I got over my ego and am working through this but look below

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An unsent letter #journal entry from April 2024

If I had known then ~ all I do now - I Question

if I’d ever have reached out.

Might none of it had been worth it?

We met years ago.

As two young people

Oblivious to how it would eventually -

or did you know?

Did I refuse to see you?

Was I blinded by our truth?

Two broken people who were honest

Our hearts were

Even if our words betrayed us.

Admittenly (sic) | missed you.

My beautiful friend.

I wanted you back.

I Still do.

But allowance of my want would hurt others.

My heart has been broken many times and l dont think l can break anyone else’s again.

That's The bitter root.

You and I may love one another but that doesn't matter anymore.

Timing or something didn’t work out.

We chose our paths + can’t rewrite history.

You have always been beautiful & I’ll cherish the

Older memories

The past six months have wrecked my world.

I blame myself.

It’s a lesson for me to stay quiet.

I can’t destroy others anymore.

I regret this already but know the only way forward is to forget you completely.

Your logical mind would - must - understand.