If you want to really learn:

Nick Szabo's blog, indispensable:

https://unenumerated.blogspot.com/

And one of his best essays on the origin of money:

https://nakamotoinstitute.org/library/shelling-out/

Mircea Popescu's blog:

http://trilema.com/

The Unabomber Manifesto: Industrial Society and Its Future

https://web.cs.ucdavis.edu/~rogaway/classes/188/materials/Industrial%20Society%20and%20Its%20Future.pdf

If you are able to read it all and reflect, I assure you that you will be a new man.