🔮⬇️ tarot:

gently unfold yourself like a stretch. feel all the aches and pains and give yourself time to ease into the stiffness. sometimes when it is cold outside and we have hibernated we wake up full of congestion. congestion in the head and heart and sometimes a mild ache from the fluid falling off - when we have given ourselves to constant use for one reason or another and we stop lying about it being sacrifice and begin calling it abuse, there is grief in the body. everyone you might have loved and tried to love out of their own toxicity without their cooperation... there is deep grief in the simple acknowledgement many prefer to simmer in their own hostage crisis. a list of things but really an affirmation everyday. a small nod to the tone and to change the tone. but also a little nod. a hello. a tiny waive. the ritual we do and how they change over time is the historical reality of what we live. some ambiguous plot generated by nonsense and revisionism instead of a barometer for the moment and a pack of decisions. to decide everyday to contribute instead of listening to some cemetery of ideas; to notice something is on fire and decide to get a bucket of water and extinguish it. at some point we stopped doing that. so now everyone follows everyone else around and makes a situation. not to reply like a man but instead the family of the finance bro making a play for capture - and he sits still silent and helpless. because he needs to know first. that's the difference between a wild mind and a captured mind: paralysis and the endless obsession with preparation. unsure why we are required to explain endlessly to an anxious loop instead of simple typing a few words. because conditioning creates a mindset where the filth of the toxic mess overshadows the inherent value in connectivity. to ignore authenticity but rail on about authentic loyalty is the bald truth when someone harasses everyone about ownership over another but then wants nothing to do with they themselves. just their value set fantasy. be clear eyed about the decisions you set out for yourself. there is a sharp edge to this mercury retrograde and it is not exactly misdirected communication. you might just learn more than you wanted about yourself. i learned i am not interested in appeasing the lies - and instead i sent the email. to the one always on about how they're so devoted? silence. be available for yourself. be available to listen to what you do not want to tolerate. changes are epic at the moment. there are mindset shifts and less interest in being mistreated here in reality. so much living for the afterlife and so much forgetting this is the goal... how much time will you waste having your time wasted. find something to do that doesn't hurt someone else. is that so complicated? set a goal for december 31. small. something attainable. "i will make a pie from scratch before the end of the year". "i will send that postcard". "i will spend one half hour contributing something without any expectation of it being beneficial to me". "i will look around".

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