despite how the guy would like to frame it, I'm well aware of how unaligned things are. what I don't appreciate is the constant lying, because lies like these are dangerous. he's a lot like the soldier in this regard; in fact, I think they might know each other.

if that is the case, then there's some backstory that isn't being told.

it's all too coincidental and I know the feeling when things really are just random.

this one wasn't random, it was rigged. tbh, I forgot about 90% of the things we talked about because it was like talking to a wall. he was *heartbroken* because I called him young and kinda stupid one time.

I'm sorry but it's kinda true – he's out of his element completely. the only thing he had to his advantage was immediacy and access. but as soon as things got real, he was like a leaf in the wind. he mistakes my emotions about everything for having deep feelings for him.

honestly, my immediate reaction to him was that he was too...uh...how do I say it? not equipped for wherever I'm going in life. I know this and so it's not much of a loss. it's the feeling that perhaps it's all just an act.

these are the types of people I no longer want to even have a chance and I am no longer going to choose.

tbh, if it all comes down to size, anyone can do that and more. aside from that, I'm still struggling to find what's unique about this one except that he gets around wayyyy too much to put my health at risk for that.

sorry to whoever's guy he was but he's out.