I appreciate you sharing your thoughts. But the "it all means nothing" point of view is very nihilistic and something that I personally can't subscribe to, nor would recommend to anyone else. Same to "it changes nothing" - well, as we live our lives, we can have the impact of either improving or deteriorating the experience for others around us (not to mention ourselves), don't we? So it does change something, even if for very temporarily. Of course, we are all equal at birth and in death.

All the best! ☮️🧡