bored is the wrong word choice...it is disappointed. the situation is not ideal. and i have been in a loop for a very long time. i really need to step out of this loop. everything, i was thinking for the past couple of weeks, is literally the same. from work to romance. i feel like i am in the wrong life.

i am grateful for what i have, but i am ready for a new chapter, for something different than what was.

i need to make a lot of changes. because sitting here and waiting for life to happen is not helping.