GM Nostr.
I'm still here. Honestly, I feel fairly normal this morning, sitting here.
The truth is very different.
I have a redacted medical condition that is the most complex thing I've ever run across.
It's an iayrogenic condition that puts the body through phases of changes over decades with nothing that every shows up on labs or imaging. This is because the condition is centered around your pituitary taking control of the electrolyte balance in your body due to a problem with the kidneys. So, blood levels are inline, but volume changes over time.
It's a whole series of decompensatory changes that are undergone as the body slowly fails at finding other ways and places to put the electrolytes. On various phases, this impacts the heart, kidneys, liver, intestines, and more, ultimately leading to failure of the pituitary in a sudden fashion.