I've been reading the descriptions of each tarot card, 1-3 cards per day, and I finally came to one that I think accurately describes my current situation - the Page of Cups.

And there it is, on my corner desk, which is almost unusable from my piles on it...

All of the trumps have been more like archetypes in motion, and all of the minors so far seemed like possible states in the future.

This one, Page of Cups, is passive and in a state of learning. Not driven by any desire, but cognizant of the cup he's holding. That live fish coming out of the cup is contrasted with the artificial fish that the King of Cups wears as an ornament ; I'm taking that as an active participation with the creative unconscious, symbolized by the water. And although he doesn't touch the water, his hat appears like a wreath of water which splashes in front of him, and it flows like a winding stream upwards from behind him and wrapped around - similar to a snake on the Caduceus.

Something is developing - not sure what, but something. I might also be a bit of the Two of Wands, but I feel more like this one.

If it even works like this. I think it can. I haven't tried doing a reading. I'm going through each description first, and I know I won't remember, but it'll be easier to refer back for help afterwards.

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