I no longer have personal affection for the king here, but at the same time, I don't have any bad feelings either, as I already wrote before. (Isn't it an *objective* fact that we don't know each other at all?🤷‍♀️)

I also don't want to know any TMI about his personal relationships, so I just let it go, took my sleeping pills (as usual) and slept well.

But today, I suddenly thought that, if someone is uncomfortable because of me here, that's not what I want. Actually, I'm not sure if I am the one who feels uncomfortable or if I'm uncomfortable because someone else is uncomfortable because of me. Either way, now I feel uncomfortable too.

Due to the (babytrap) revenge porn case that occurred last Valentine's Day (the victim being a man, but not pitiful as he shot himself in the temple), I had to frantically escape from a house swarming with cockroaches. I had no plan—no idea where to run, what *strategy* to use for marketing posts (kinda mockery), or how to attempt networking with other users (again, kinda mockery).

I was in complete panic mode, just needing a space to scream, "HOLY MUTHAFUCKA, FUCKING SHIT! I'VE BEEN DRENCHED IN A RAIN OF COCKROACHES!🤬🤬 IT'S SO FILTHY AND DISGUSTING I FEEL LIKE THROWING UP!!!🤢🤢🤢"

Now, that panic has somewhat subsided..😑,

I've decided I can no longer tolerate childish attempts to drag me back into that ole pathetic Squid Game AGAIN, like what happened yesterday.

(I already made it clear that I would no longer participate in this kind of mind game.)

So, I've decided to leave this place too.

To ensure I don't reverse my decision, I'll give myself one week buffer to confirm my resolve. After that, I plan never to access this platform (alright alright, protocol, fine?) again, even anonymously.

Avoiding the posts of a few named users in this small pool is nearly impossible. (I didn't realize it until I became a user myself, but it feels like there are fewer than 100 users here! It's not mockery but just true, and I don't find it particularly bad. However, this client has a structural flaw where, even if the number of users increased a hundredfold, it would still feel like the same group of users, and honestly, that cannot be considered an advantage.)

I didn't think I had any reason to avoid his name, so I tried to casually blend in as just another random user. However, after yesterday's $5 retaliation show, I've come to a clear realization: unless I sever all ties with him in every possible way, I'll never escape the discomfort of being treated like this for the rest of my life.

I just shared my opinion as usual. He could simply convince me of a valid reason why everyone should unanimously praise that blogger or just ignore as always, but why got so defensive and the same old show?😧