That would make most people go nuts, especially if you have to do dumb presentations in latex. (the markup language, perverts. 🙄 Germany is weird, but probably not that weird yet. 😏)

I get the thought about wanting to try, but from someone who tries college 5 times and just gave up... I don't think that there is any shame in you deciding that it isn't for you. However, you certainly are capable enough mentally to do it. 🤷‍♂️