Let me clairify: I'm forcing myself to face my fears head on

Fear is always there in the background, will you choose to listen into it or not?

Answer this question: Is it a rational or an irrational fear?

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I’ll listen if you ask. Left side beats twice. Free Will is who β„Ή am. I only go Savage or Feral when l must.

Rational fear? Not by human dictates. Most deny human energy exchange exists in the way we speak. πŸ—£οΈ

Lastly, I shut most every auditory voice out long ago. For whatever sanity is 🀣🀣🀣

Reads like Bull Shit πŸ€£πŸ˜‚

I’m sorry for shifting the voices.

Can I just talk to you like a friend ?

Your shifting voices cause you're most likely not the same person

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Just a thought, because I don't trust anything

Fair. I jump in & out & have died at least twice IRL.

Trust but verify.

I could write all the horrific I’ve seen but what purpose will be serve? Plague of locomotives destroyed earth.

Told someone the other day we are all dead already

I had a few near death experiences too

Can't say I ever physically died, other than to Christ

Bitter metallic taste

ER visit

Lay down now

Nurse smiled

Shot in my tummy

Sleep?

Awoke three days later

Stroke at age 29?

Polycythemia Vera

Blood borne #cancer

Multiplicity of

red blood cells

Sluggish blood

Leads to clots

High Likelihood of death

Within five years

- I left, flat lined and chose to come back πŸ€£πŸ§˜πŸ»β€β™€οΈβœ¨

Like a Boss

It’s been wild 😜 So when you say I’m not the same person you knew …

I’m not. My entire personality shifted but didn’t … my brain 🧠 I was always Type A living life in a male dominated toxic masculinity environment. Still led but far more compassionate

It humbled me. But I πŸ™‹πŸ»β€β™€οΈ for years WHY I chose & it came back to me in vivid visions the last few years and physical emotional 😭

Whatever, I made my promise and will die loving all humanity z

You were only living in a male domenated world because you were career focused, and thought you had to harden yourself to compete

Your near death experiences changed your perspective

It’s not a mistake. She doesn’t make mistakes.

Nothing is ever random.

There is always a target.

The beauty of my way…

I can make some believe it’s reactionary

Victorious even

As they fall within

Relaxing

Into the lightness

Of being

Defeated

Again

β€”-

πŸ’œπŸ«‚βœ¨πŸ§˜πŸ»β€β™€οΈπŸ’§

Women just like Men make mistakes all the fucking time

Paid for my former lives … lessons … etc 🀣

Humans always human

Love you 😘

I only tounge kiss πŸ˜›πŸ˜œπŸ€ͺ😝

🀣🀣

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More intel?

Ohhh ::: you want your satellite πŸ›°οΈ

Guster - Satellite

#tunestr

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bAkvb2Rhces

When you can’t get the Dune bucket πŸͺ£ 🀣

I'm not placing anything of mine in there πŸ€£πŸ˜‚

🀣🀣🀣

vaxxed?

Absolutely πŸ’―

explains stroke and clots

How so?

I don’t know if I can trust you

i dont give a fuck 🀫

I had the stroke in earth 🌍 Year 2009

oh well then nm...

🧐

Still waiting for the miracle

What miracle are you seeking?

Actually … that was my point 🀣🀣🀣

Bigger picture most people miss

Almost everyone πŸ€£πŸ«‚πŸ§˜πŸ»β€β™€οΈβœ¨πŸ’œ

When you say you died to Christ? What does that mean for you?

Please know that as far as I believe to be true as of now (cause Universe be Universal 🀣✨) I was a Christian for many years

The voices I mean … block them out

Never trust anything but lead with love?

Would that be fair?

That would be constant alertness

Which may be fine when together? 🀣

Tiki?