The clearer I see what needs to be done to save humanity — we have to eliminate the pseudoscientific metaphysical mythology of materialism (physicalism) in favor of the truth of ontological idealism (Consciousnes-only ontology), restart the Eleusinian Mysteries in a new form, eleminate pseudo-democracy in favor of meritocracy based on communist ideology and faith in Transcendence — the clearer I see also that humanity is doomed.

But I won't stop seeking and communicating the truth, for I remember the words of great Karl Jaspers: "[O]nly the pure soul can truthfully live in this tension: to know about the possible ruin and still remain tirelessly active for all that is possible in the world."

I also remember that nothing is permanent except That which is nontemporal. All intersubjective worlds are born to die just to be born again in the infinity of beginningless time. Our nightmare will end one day. We shouldn't waste our time, we must learn from this nightmare as much as we can. Bad trips are beneficial.