so I guess ashley st clair allegedly wanted to dig up and manufacture some shit because she'd heard about that horrific thing I said to the new york post, so they cooked up some sort of whopper? I think it involves my ex. idk anymore. like all of it sums up to them trying to prove I'm unfit to be a mother when, like, I don't even have kids. or unfit to be a wife when, like, the man they're fighting over doesn't even like me.

I'm just confused as to why destroying my reputation matters so much to them when they destroyed their own.

asking me to understand why people do evil shit is pretty retarded. I have no idea and I'm not going to internalize that it's because I deserved it. these are people so desperate to take down someone who doesn't give a shit about them that they were either going to get me murdered or plant something bad on my devices to try to frame me.

the weirdest thing was being called a Russian agent. like. wait, where have I heard this one before?